Nabilkazama's Blog

I went to Bluewater on Thursday at 5pm with my brother and his mate and waited like 3 and a half hours to go to waterstones. It was a funny wait because my mate thought he couldn’t get in because a woman who gave us sticker slips so she can write our names in said that he needs to present a receipt. So he was pissed off for the wait thinking of a plan by leaving the queue and coming back. Dunno what leaving the queue was gonna do heh.

After waiting and waiting, we finally got to waterstones and my mate was bored, tired and wanted to go but me and my bro stuck by the plan and didn’t leave. When we reached waterstones we got our book signed. That was that. XD

After a long wait we got a bite to eat and that was the longest day we spent together and let me tell ya it was worth it……..

Please note I HATE the X Factor but for the sake of this story I will include it. This story  is about Cheryl Cole and the troubles with her marriage to Ashley Cole when Cheryl and Ashley cannot cope anymore, a mysterious fan of Girls Aloud offers to help the 2 however all is not as it seems…………….

Writer’s note: I recently read a Marvel comic book and got inspired by the story so decided to write one of my own.

The Story:

“The X Factor 2008 has come to an end, the winners JLS and Alexandra Burke are the happiest people on earth just like Leona Lewis before them….”

Cheryl Cole has turned the TV off ready for bed. But something is keeping her from going to sleep. It was her husband, Ashley Cole. As usual he’d been going out on long nights often drinking and getting pissed resulting in Cheryl being upset and sometimes crying.

Cheryl: “Where could he be? He’s never out this late……..I’m worried…….”

Cheryl’s manager comes in with a phone call from Sarah Harding. Sarah would always phone Cheryl just to have general talk and when Ashley is gone out to cheer her up.

Cody: “Cheryl, you have a call from Sarah. She’s worried about you.”

Cheryl: “Put her on.”

Sarah: “Cheryl? How are you? I heard about Ashley. How are things with you 2?”

Cheryl on phone: “Not good Sarah, I’m getting worried and thinking I may have to leave him.”

Sarah: “That’s what Kim, Nad, and Nicola have been saying to you.”

They continued the chat………

At Mid Kent College in Steve Keevil’s class……..

Steve: “Quiet! Ayesha what must your peer check when reviewing work?”

Ayesha: “Dunno, bum-ting!”

Steve: “The class will not leave for home until someone answers!”

Then I say the answer.

Nabil: “Spelling, grammer, punctuation and if he/she meets the requirements………”

Steve: “Thank you Mr Nabil.”

With 3:00pm now here, the class left like the wind blowing just as quickly as the speed of sound……..

On my way home I spoke to ‘him’ in my mind, yes Devil had given me powers beyond that of any ordinary human. I could sense Cheryl’s despair…….

The next day. Girls Aloud had come to Kent to play a gig and I snuck past the guards and met her backstage.

Nabil: “Cheryl……I sense that all’s not good with you and Ashley. Let me help you. This is reality.”

Cheryl: “Excuse me young man, who are you? How did you get in?”

Nabil: “You need not know the details, but what I have to offer can save you. Interested? Please tell the other band members to leave us……..”

Cheryl: “………girls please leave for a few mins……”

A smirk crept upon my face as if overcome by a mysterious force. What is this feeling?

Nabil (In Devil’s accent): “My name is Nabil, I’ve come to offer my help with your little marriage problems. With the click of a finger, I can undo fire and ice, uncreate the rain, sun, snow and everything else…..”

Cheryl: “OK Nabil, you’re scaring me, could you please leave? Security!”

Nabil: “It’s no use, they won’t hear you. So the only option you have is to listen to me really…..”

Cheryl: “OK so what do you want?”

Nabil: “I can undo you you know? You’re a well known person but imagine within one second all that just disappears? I can do that so let’s……..make a deal.

Cheryl: “WHAT?”

I explain to her my proposal. She can sacrifice her status, career, friends, everything in exchange for living a normal life with Ashley with NO sort of fame and just an average family. Or Keep what she is now, and fall into despair slowly. It wasn’t complicated to frighten her but that’s what Devil was making me do.

Cheryl: “How does this work? You and your offer can burn in hell!”

Nabil: “I AM HELL!” Clock’s ticking! Even if you don’t offer your sacrifice now, you’ll corrupt your own soul by Ashley’s continued madness!”

With her decision, I gladly show her what happens……..she chose a world where all the fame she once had is gone. She was nothing more than an citizen living in recession. She was happy enough anyway with her husband in their lifestyle……As I came to my sanity I go home, not knowing what I’ve done. I close my eyes and just focus……….

Hey all. Autism can be a tricky thing to cope with and may hold you back in some areas in your life. As a small child I didn’t realise I had this and it was apparent to my parents that there was something odd about me when I was growing up so reading up about it I decided to write my thoughts.

But did you know that you as an individual probably have a small part of autism? To this day I find it difficult to communicate to people and it saddens me that I wasn’t able to speak up to be allowed to go to a book signing in London. “Dreams That Glitter” was the book. I guess it’s because I was shy. I did ask someone but she just laughed at me I was angry when I saw the news and didn’t talk to my mother or anyone for that matter for a few days. But it wasn’t my fault or was it? See that’s the thing, put it this way I was so excited about meeting the people at the signing that I didn’t come up and talk about it. So in that respect I urge anyone with autism/aspergers to just open up. You’ve got nothing to be ashamed about.

That’s the communication side of it. But what about other symptoms of it?

Well I’m interested in the socialising part of it people may be irritated when spoken to or may be the opposite that they WANT to talk but don’t know how to start a conversation. I’ll be frank here, when talking to someone they will chat to me for a few minutes and then when someone else comes, he/she will go. I used to believe that it wasn’t worth trying but never give up or lose hope. Sure you can’t really do anything about it but we CAN gain a better understanding about it and only make it better for ourselves. My good friend told me that:

“The only thing standing in your way is a barrier but it can be overcome with the power to never give up.”

What am I saying? Well you’re born with autism, and fair enough you have to live with it but it’s no different from having a bad leg for example. We can either let it get to us or turn it to our advantage. There’s many autistic people out there who are awesome who have accomplished a lot.

So just enjoy life! And don’t let anyone tell you different. Saying you can’t accomplish anything because that’s wrong on so many levels………..

 

So I’ve been playing L4D2 on 360 recently and thought what if me and a few mates were the survivors? Well I have a forum and have a few friends on there. They would be:

Me, Greeny, Aabjazm, ymeer and Ada.

Basically, there’s a zombie outbreak and you need to arm yourself with whatever weapons you can find. Now your most basic weapon has to be the handgun with infinite amount of clips but still requires reloading but you can gain any powerful shotgun or any other.

Throughout the apocalypse, you’ll have to shoot to shoot your way through boomers, witches, spitters, jockeys, tanks, chargers and many more how would you survive?

You can have an extra member in your team rather than 4. Can you blast your way to salvation?

Ah PSP……..it’s a wonder of a portable system with the PSP original 1000 model, 2000 model and 3000. But what about the recent PSP Go? Is it worth it? Good? Bad?

With a smaller screen and slide open capability, you’d think it could be better than the original PSP or better than Nintendo DSi. Well……I don’t think it will top the DS first of all there’s absolutely NO UMD slot. First of all why? Surely when upgrading from something , the newer model should be better just like a PC or MAC especially with PCs and all the games that require or demand a lot from your OS such as Fallout 3, Crysis, Gears of War, Modern Warfare 2. Anyway back to the new PSP, how do you get your games? Well there are 2 ways you can:

Use you Playstation 3 and connect the Go to the console, start downloading games from the PSN

If you DON’T own a PS3 you can download using the Go itself  but who’d want to do that?

What were Sony thinking!? I’d rather stick to my other PSP even though I own a Go. All those UMDS you spend your hard earned money on is now redundant with PSP Go! Might as well have been called PSP Stay! Because it’s hardly an ‘update’ without a slot to play your damn games on.

What’s my advice to anyone out there? Just stick with your old PSP or DSi……..I don’t know why Sony even bother sometimes……….

 

Well, after a few days of the ISO released on the net, clever people have managed to get the game working on CFW. I for one bought my one for PSP Go! On The US PSN. The graphics are ok but then again graphics don’t make a game, GAMEPLAY does!

Link for details: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcP5tgQAipI

Speaking of games, I recently completed Modern Warfare 2. It’s a good game especially the way the game character can be controlled. What I mean is, suppose if someone threw a flash grenade at you and you lose sight for a while you’d be dazzled well my friends, that’s the kind of things that can (and will) happen in this game.

I only got the game because there’s this guy in my class who was going on about it.

 

For more on my opinions about general stuff please go to http://www.youtube.com/user/Bellamyfanboy that’s my youtube. Wanna be my friend on facebook? Search Nabil Kazama.

Ze Frank is a blogger who portrays himself in a unique style. He often swears in his videos but does so in a funny way. Kind of like The Angry Video Game Nerd who does his own blogs, but reviews video games.

Ze Frank could come out to you as some sort of psycho but as he advanced through his blogs he kind of grown on his audience.

He would say things like:

“Hey! This is manic Monday!”

He would often rush his dialogue but still gets the point across and he may come across as some comedian who he is to a certain extent but that’s what he doesn’t do yet somehow manages to be funny. Although he can sometimes be boring. He reads people’s comments and talks about that subject but does so in his style.

What’s up? Name’s Nabil live in UK and a big fan of ‘GA’

And The Saturdays as well, and Sugababes, and Leona Lewis, Alexandra Burke, and others.